You're a weird guy that is hell-bent on being liked and respected... You work so hard at it that you cause yourself to fail utterly and miserably. None of your positions or opinions seem to remain at all consistent (you go from moderate to SuperLiberal? Odd). You try to make yourself sound smarter by stealing college papers off of websites, but are pretty dumb about how you do it.
You can't get over the fact that people just might not like you. You couldn't let go of it with dharma or LW, and now you're so insecure in your standing that you feel the need to have your worth validated by the JU community as a whole. When you started here I had no issue with you, then you started trying to sound smart, you were TRYING to be popular etc... Then you pulled the Dr crap which pissed off a lot of people here, and you just kept digging your grave. I don't care what degree you do or don't have, your problem is simply that you seem like a compulsive liar who changes their story every time it's challenged.
I don't get you... you just can't leave things alone. It's OK if people don't like you, there's no rule anywhere saying you have to be liked. The harder you try to be liked by every one the less likely you are to find a single friend
--I’ve decided if no one likes me, well, oh well…and I think, from interpreting what’s been happening at the doc’s…I’ve made strides…according to him, the main problem that is the cause of my PL’ing is my relationship with a prior step father of mine…..I think the reason I didn’t leave it alone is that I am in life, a really nice guy, but I just screwed up…and I wanted to desperately to fix the rift…if possible…
I don't think you are here for the right reason. You aren't here to express yourself, you are here to prop yourself up, and you don't appear to care whether you do it on your own merits or anyone else.
--Bullshit, I am here to blog, yes I screwed up…and it made people misunderstand the real me, as I was clouded by the fake me…
I was of the opinion you should be left to straighten yourself out until I saw that you were going to leave the stolen article up. Now I think you should be exiled
--Hmmm, well good for you…..
How do I view you? I think that you're sad. You mentioned something on a different thread about my liking you because you looked exactly as I had imagined....but you got it so totally wrong. I had simply drawn a mental picture of you based on your online antics, and I was right. You're slightly overweight, you live with your momma, you have some medical issues, you don't have a job. You probably wear a lot of 'band' T-shirts - or shirts that have 'witty' slogans on them and you spend a lot of time in the company of your relatives. The fact that your dad is absent is glaringly obvious (to me, anyway). I think that you're desperate to 'be' someone....and you'll take 'being' by association if you have to. I think too that you feel an inherent need to belong to a group or a community you consider 'cool', and that's why you're putting up such a fight to stay here. You came here trying to impress everyone, and when that feel through you tried to play the sympathy string. Now you've blown that as well, so you're starting to fawn over folks - and THAT I find sickening.
--Actually, I think it was concerning your assumptions before my last article…yep except for the t-shirt comment, I don’t care much for those, I usually wear just one color…blue, red, black, etc…, the only reason I spend a lot of time with relatives is cause I can’t get the hell out of this town, my grades were not quite adequate (2.7-2.9) enough to be accepted to where I wished to go, so I planned to go to CC,
I find you incredibly needy, pathetic and lame and I wouldn't lose asecond's sleep if you left JU tomorrow and never came back. You say that you want to 'mend rifts'....dude, there IS no mending what you've done. You can't MAKE people like you. Why don't you understand that?
You asked for it, so I told you. Go ahead and use it to throw yourself yet another pity party because big bad dharma and mean old little whip tore poor wittle lucas a new one. I really don't give a rat's behind
--fine, why not…over time…it could happen…..but why not start/try…to at least mend it to the point that those I have offended won’t be so…angry about it….
Plagiarism, lying, using other bloggers names in your titles, using profanity in your titles, changing your name numerous times, spamming the forums with stuff you "found", screwing up then playing the "sympathy card", etc........... Nah, no problems there
--Yes, yes, huh? (when did I do that?), yes, yes but because I thought about going into hiding, trying to back off, let things cool, then try…but that didn’t work…and yes I found…I never said I wrote it, it doesn’t take very much to realize that…concerning the link…and also, if I had known that everyone was against spamming, I wouldn’t have done it…some one could have sent me an email, explained what and why…and I would have quit…no problem, but no, LW , had to blare it out, making me look like a jack ass, I never did it intentionally…..get it? And I wasn’t playing the Bullshit sympathy card…I told you the truth, and too many had their heads up their asses to even let an inkling of “hey, maybe he is trying to truly repent…etc…” but no, I understand that there would still be some suspecting of me, but dang people…