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Published on September 12, 2005 By ----- In Misc
Hmmm.....been thinking lately...

I just happened to be browsing around JU and i looked at my profile, just to look as i had time to spare. Turns out that i will be having my 1 year "birthday" (or anniversary). Joined JU (officially JU, was at politicalmachine.com before that...) on septemer 27th '04, just before the election. Oy! Is it me or does it seem like this year has gone by too flipping fast...

We're (mum and i) coming up on our one year anniversary since moving into our HUD apartment. Woohoo? Its a roof over our heads, though the circumstances are undesireable...

Also been thinking 'bout the fact that i'm almost starting college, its crazy just thinking about it, i mean the last year or so has gone bye too fast... Found out my dads vanished again, probably screwed some body over. Had found him in northern Cali, around redding... I was excited when i found him, but he didn't want contact with me.... It was hard...i mean i had searched and searched, for that missing link...but, things happen for a reason right?

Well, thats it for this morning (almost 3 am on monday morning here)

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on Sep 12, 2005
'I was excited when i found him, but he didn't want contact with me.... It was hard...i mean i had searched and searched, for that missing link...but, things happen for a reason right?'

Sorry things didn't work out with your dad, Lucas. I don't know whether or not things actually do all 'happen for a reason', but I know one thing - it's HIS loss. Happy virtual birthday. Here's wishing you the strength you need.
on Sep 13, 2005
things happen for a reason right?


Maybe it's the best thing, for now. One of my biggest regrets is that I searched for (and found) my birthmother at too young of an age. I don't think I was old enough, or mature enough to deal with it then. Although, to be honest, I don't know how long it will take me to feel that way, considering...
on Sep 13, 2005
One of my biggest regrets is that I searched for (and found) my birthmother at too young of an age. I don't think I was old enough, or mature enough to deal with it then. Although, to be honest, I don't know how long it will take me to feel that way, considering...


I've never found my birthmother. I looked when I was younger, but I never found her...which is a blessing in disguise, really, because I wouldn't have been able to deal with it had I found her.

Now that I'm older...well, I'm not sure I even want to find her. I think I'd be doing it for the wrong reasons.