Thoughts...
Looking back, at the last four years. I've gotta say i was totally stupid. I mean, i found the girl of my dreams, she was perfect. No doubt. She was smart, beautiful, steadfast, moral, etc... She wasn't like those stuck up girls you hear about. I told her how i felt and we started to date, (a year and a half ago) after i finally got the courage to ask. I still, at this time, do not understand *why* i was so afraid. I shake my head at it. I think i was afraid of her realizing how disfunctional i was at the time (you all probably know). God, i was stupid. I loved her. Not what she represent or any crap like that. Her. She was my Yin, and i was her Yang. Our relationship was great, yeah, we'd occasionally have quarrles, but they smoothed over quickley. I feel like i never, followed through...or something... I thank god for the time i spent with her. But, when graduation rolled around, we parted ways. I stayed in town and went to KCC, and last i heard, she went to college out of town... Perhaps i will see her again (perhaps at the 10 year reunion...), perhaps not. I do know one thing. She was one of a kind.