Published on October 10, 2005
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I don't know what it was last night (the weather, water???) but i started to have an anxiety attack and couldn't stop for nearly five minutes, *shakes head*, then (again) i broke down and cried. I just sat there on my bed, crying...hysterically... I'm sitting here typing about this and i just laugh, not a humor laugh, but a "go figure" type of laugh. Afterwards i felt, foolish. But something is going on. Also, i couldn't stop thinking about her last night. (If you've read some of my previous posts, you'll know who i am talking about) I could picture her in my mind. She makes me smile. These last few weeks have been crazy, perhaps i should take a vacation, for the sake of sanity... Well, thats all for today. I'd better get back to working on my compare/contrast essay for my Writing class. (Arghh! I hate mondays! And mornings!)
-lucas