I'm shopping for love, that I can't seem to find, one to love,forever mine. Searching,looking, hoping, waiting, so long... I think i saw her, I think Ive found her, my soul mate to be, sweet as a honey bee, brown sugar hair, sweet molasses eyes...a smile that brightens the sky. What a bargain!

Inside myself I look, seeing a person I barely recognize, angry, depressed, useless. My parents are fighting, the battle that I claim, dark shadows lurking, emotions raging, failing, drowning, dying. No use in breathing, no use in living, emotions fulfilled, now cascading, I must leave, must go away Fading, darkness, nothing, gone.

Onward and upward, on this journey I stroll Away from this pain that’s taking its toll. On this journey I go being mindful and cautious Every where I go, I do it for us. Being mindful and cautious, Away from the pain, I do it for us. Onward and upward.

We were young; we were restless. We were a couple of whirlwinds. I remember. We played together; we hurt together; We were the best of friends. I remember. We dared each other; We laughed with each other. I remember. We were the class clowns; Witty beyond measure. I remember. We helped each other in times of trouble, sometimes into trouble; And we laughed about it later. I remember. We were friends forever, until the very end; For you it was too soon;...

I wrote this poem, ehhh, in 97-98(?)....(give ot take). It was when i went through a spell (right word?) of depression. It was pretty much how i felt. I have revised just a bit. Inside myself I look, seeing a person I barely recognize, angry, depressed, useless. My parents are fighting, the battle that I claim, dark shadows lurking, emotions raging, failing, drowning, dying. No use in breathing, no use in living, emotions fulfilled, now cascading, I must leave, must...

GRANDMOTHER Grand elegance shields pain. Reading me stories, I fall asleep in her lap. Another visit filled with memories. National fame for this painter, No way! Disease plagued, she shows no sign. Many beloved and beloved alike. Over done cookies, ruined? No, Yum! Tasks at hand, done quietly. Hugs and Kisses all around. Earthly mortal, fading light, Newborn Angel, Heavens delight. Rest in peace. (Dedicated to my Grandma Mary Lou who died in 1...

Laughter echoes behind my back, Pain courses through my veins, You show no regrets, (Memories) My only hiding place, Is inside my own head, Where darkness and hell reside, Keep away… Never liked you, Never loved you, Kept dealing, Kept bleeding inside… Dealt with beatings, Dealt with lying, Dealt with shying away from it all, Keep away… I don’t need your help, Or your spineless words, I’ll move on, on my own… Just keep away…

When she's around, There is no doubt in my mind, My emotions are apparent, I love her. She says hello and smiles, My mind goes blank, I can't breathe, I smile. I know of no other, That can compare, to such angelic beauty, Long brown hair, Honey colored eyes, An Angel I cry at night, I try to pour my heart out, but to no avail, My heart is brittle, it hurts, I cry. Fate compels us to tread on different paths, She one way, I another, Perhaps one day i we will me...

I walk this wandering dusty road, Through my endless hell. Harsh words are spoken, Evil deeds are done. Precious dreams are shattered, As I reach for my gun. (Under the golden sun.) As I walk this wandering dusty road, My demons rant and rave. I fight my battles but lose my wars, All my demons to quell. I try to repent but am offered the door. On I go, Living through Hell. (Under the golden sun.) I’ve reached the end, I’ve met my match, Its time to le...

I am only human, Not of special breed, A man of many sorrows, Empty of any glee. I stand upon this hill of justice, For all the world to see, Naked as a newborn babe. Awaiting my judgment. I weep, Crying out for forgiveness, Of my carnal sins, I am only human. I am sentenced, Infinite damnation, I cry, I yell, I am only human.

Bowing to reality, Dreams crashing, Accepting fate, Fading. Dreams crashing, Crying, Dying, Moving on. Crying, Accepting fate, Moving on. Bowing to reality.

I miss you my friend, So many years later, I have not forgotten, I remember. You gave me strength, You gave me happiness, In times of trouble, You were my guiding light. My future calls, and away I must go I will not forget, I will remember. Good bye my friend. I move on. (Dedicated to my best friend Jerel who passed away many years ago)

Here are three limericks that kinda popped out of my head a while back...they arn't much... Giggle and Toot: Marcy Is a friend, Gas comes out her end. Every time she giggles and toots, We go run a mile. (On these next two, you'll probably have to of rpg'd with my group at least once, or rpg Dungeons and dragons at least once...As they are sorta inside jokes) Troll named Grohl: There once was a troll name grohl, who ate asslings out of a bowl, and after every lunch, he ...

I sit here… I watch you… Go and make you foolish choices… Slowly taking your life… With every breath … You slowly fade… With every breath… I feel more pain… I try to help, I try to guide, But you run off and hide, What do I do. I sit here, and watch you…

Another year over, One more begun, More time spent missing you, Sweet Serenity. I call her name... I remenisce, Of the days spent with her, My eldest daughter, Sweet Serenity. I cry out, I question God... "Why did you take her?" "Did you need another angel?" "Why take her, why not take another?' It wasn't her time, she was only seventeen. Sweet serenity bade good bye, Another flame of hope doused, In this troubled world. Another year over, One mor...