Well, I've slowly gotten over my past act of stupidity when it comes to love. However, now...I'm sorta, kinda falling for a girl who works at a coffee shop a block away from my house. She is around 6'2", has blonde hair, bright blue eyes (They drive me nuts), and she has the best personality. When I go over there, and she is there, She and i chat while she does her thing. She's friendly, nice...(G'ah!) What am i to do? I want to ask her out, but...I stutter when i try to... I also feel...

NOTE: This is a "pity blog", just need to let it out....so if you don't like it...oh well. Am I ever going to find someone? AM I!? I asked Lorraine, over at the coffee shop ~ No, dating. I asked another, from school~No, engaged. I asked another girl at school~Not interested in me. Am I way off on my radar or what? Am I destined to be the "lone ranger", destined to be alone? I curse the fact that i was such an idiot. That i let myself be "shy", I was stupid. I l...