I've decided to leave JU, not sure when i'll be back...a month,six months...never...i just need time to think,relax, grow and get better...and JU isn't helping.....so to all of those i've condidered at leat acquaintences..(Modman, dr.guy,dr.miller,dabe,TW,etc...) good luck and have a great time/life....to those who i have had problems with.....i bid thee the same tidings...I hold no grudges or ill will, i admit my temper/anger has shown and the end results were grim...maybe i will see you guys...

Hmmm, had an interesting dream last night. Found myself riding the top of an old station wagon. (WTF!? you say? Me too) From what i could remember, we (never saw who exactly the others were, they were blurs) were driving out in the countryside.... And, i kept seeing signs saying "Welcome to....." And I never found out where i was welcome to... Strange dream. But, whats even stranger is that after a while i went and "transitioned" into a black abysss. WTF!? Yeah, strangely.... And i was ...

Well, have you ever, when you have just joined some online group, or place... Felt like it was hopeless in trying to gauge the other users... Not knowing whether the other was being serious, sarcastic,etc... I did... I rememeber feeling (when i joined JU) like the way i did on my first day of high school. Unsure, ignorant....etc... But, boy oh boy, how the times fly, and oh oh how so many trains i've taken head on... I've learned something (amongst other things) Don't take "trains" head o...

I would've posted a comment on your recent article if i could. Alas, I can't. So, here it is: Just thought I'd say, "Wwelcome back". Hope you get back into the swing of things, and that life is treating you great. I hope we can put our problems behind us...bygones be bygones. Talk to you later... (BTW...*if* anyone responds...It doesn't look like I'll be able to respond until Saturday.) ~Lucas (Oh, also, no flames...arguements, etc...please.)

Seriously... I've been good... I haven't posted that often... (Since 1/28/06 = 20 posts...in 54 days) I've kept to myself... Wat the hell am i doing wrong? I don't seem to be able to understand what... I just would like to be able to post on other blogs...thats it... For the most part, I will be like a whisper in the wind... Anyone?

First of all, take your notions of me aside and leave them be. Please, Read on….with an open mind. I ambled (or more so, stumbled) on to JU about a year and a half ago. I arrived little more than an 18 year old, who had just graduated high school. My ego was puffed out like blowfish; my thought process was, I admit, juvenile. I knew that there were other types of people out in the world, yet, it was like haze stood in the way. I had grown up to the age of 18 with a mantle of ignorance/...

I just want to ask and hopefully end the waiting, wondering, and guessing. Am I, or am i not going to be released from confinement? I've been here for nearly five months. Ive done better. I've emailed a few times and have gotten no replies. Perhaps I am missing the original intent of my confinement. Which i thought it was: Quit lying, quit spamming. Correct? I've quit lying. I've nearly quit spamming. (I admit i had a slip up awhile back) Overall i am doing just fine. Perhaps i am out o...

I've been considering joining the Freemasons and Knights Templar. My grandfather (mother's side) was a freemason and i have been told that his father was both a mason and a templar. I've long admired both groups, they are very charitable organizations. (Despite those who use them for ill will, whether directly or indirectly.) They are also both very religious organizations and i find myself to not really be religous at all. Should I? --Lucas

Well, like the title says...its been 9 months. At least according to a blog ( Link ) that I wrote. (I was incorrect in thinking it was 10 months) Now, All i want to do is to be let out. I did something that I'm not proud of. I've learned my lesson. In fact, in the months that i have been confined,I have learned a great deal, and have grown. (Might sound strange, but thank you for doing that...) Still, I just want to be able to go and comment on other blogs. Thats it. I've asked befor...