Ok, lets straighten something out. As I have said, repeatedly. I have not lied since I was "found out" the second time. (Around July or so) Everything, and i mean everything i have posted about myself since then is true. I will stand by this 100%. Also, I will change. But, I need everyone else to (at least) try and start trusting me concerning being honest. I can only do so much. I can be honest. But its up to each and everyone one of you guys to start (if you want to) to believe me a...

Blegh! I woke up this morning with a bloody headache. Also, to add to that, I had a sore throat, a "gravilly" chest, and it felt as if some thing was sitting on it. (My first thought was, "UH OH!" , cause these signs usually mean pnuemonia for me..) But, went to the doctors. He said I was negative on pneumonia. He gave me some anti-biotics just in case. I came home and took a nap. Boy, did i need it. I feel quite a bit better now. So... I'm sitting here. (Obviously) And...don't have muc...

I am making a promise, here and now. That IF I do spam the forums again. That i will leave own my own initiative. (Most likely Brad/Karma will just boot me off.) I am going to try,no, I will change. But, i'm only human. I'm more than capable of stupidity. --Lucas

One of the things i learned up at OHSU was that I had Myasthenia Gravis . Which is (according to WebMD) a neuromuscular disorder primarily characterized by muscle weakness and muscle fatigue. We did some blood serum tests. The results are due within the next wek or so. I heard from one doctor that if the tests are negative, then that means i'm "clean." Then another one said that I have it, but that the blood tests will pin point it exactly. So, I am waiting for the results. Thankfully, (as f...

I've been told that "here on JU the main things are articles that start serious debates". Hmmm, ok.... well folks... I say, take a flipping chill pill. I myself post things *I* want to post... (putting my bad spam habit aside) You see? There are OTHERS *gasps* on here that like to blog things for themselves, and who *gasps* like comments every once in a while... thats who i am know.. I leave things in the forums so that those who may be interested can comment. I'm being open. If no one comm...

In a attempt to rectify its imge that was tarnished by the steroid scandel. Major league base ball has established a tougher steroid use policy. It goes as follows: - 1st Offense: 50 Game Suspension - 2nd Offense: 100 Game Suspension - 3rd Offense: Banned from Baseball for life. It's about Dang time. I lost a lot of interest in baseball, I was about ready to just turn my back on it when things kept going in circles concerning steroids. I mean, I see it as BULLSHIT! I have al...

I stand within these four walls, Signs hang on the walls, One says pain, Another says hate, A third says fate, And it hits me inside… “Welcome to hell” The last refuge, Of the condemn Last stand, For the damned Welcome to my world… (Welcome to agony... ) I’m living within the boundaries of hell, constant pain drives me insane, I lose my mind, and Run away.... (Echoes of nothing) Welcome to the abyss. This is my life, My way, My path, My echoes… Echoes o...

Yep, though i am late for a few things here in oregon. I registered to vote today, sent the thing off and should receive my card in a couple years or so... Seriously though, i should get it a couple weeks, depends on how fast the mail is. I put in the usual...Name, age, sex (yes please!), etc... As for a party, I wrote in the APP (American Patriot Part). It's a small party that was formed in march 2003, and is actually doing fairly well. They have state parties in more than half of the US...

Ok, first of all. This is an attempt at a humorous written comic. A Satire/spoof, nothing but comedy. So, bear with me. Also, If you feel that there are any direct references that you do not care for... just let me know. I do not write these to intentionally poke at one as to condem, just to joke around. Also, I am *not* directly/indirectly meaning anything towards the admins. The possibility of someone thinking that sprang into my mind. And i wanted to make it clear. Anyway, I got the i...

Ok, first of all. This is an attempt at a humorous written comic. A Satire/spoof, nothing but comedy. So, bear with me. Also, If you feel that there are any direct references that you do not care for... just let me know. I do not write these to intentionally poke at one as to condem, just to joke around. Also, I am *not* directly/indirectly meaning anything towards the admins. The possibility of someone thinking that sprang into my mind. And i wanted to make it clear. Anyway, I got the i...

Oh…I am the funny man… I was the one you mocked, the one you scorned.. The four eyed freak, the gangly geek… The outcast, Of high school… Look at me know… At where I’ve been… what I’ve done… Oh I dreamt, Of a future long and golden, Of a paradise found, That once was lost, To me.. You never understood at all… You made me have to be.. On the ball… Constantly… Oh…I am the funny man… The time has come… We meet at the crossroads of time… Once again… Oh…I am the fu...

Well, this was sent to me by a friend who found it on a writing sight... NOTE: THIS IS NOT MINE , but it is funny as hell... Hell Found me Hell found me. Funny thing, I wasn't even purposely looking for Hell. It just kinda happened. Actually, he was dressed pretty nice. Oh, I know what you're thinking. You're thinking Hell is a place, not a person. Yeah, that's what I used to think too. Nah, he's a person representing the place of hell, working a job just like you and me...

Well, this was sent to me by a friend who found it on a writing sight... NOTE: THIS IS NOT MINE , but it is funny as hell... Hell Found me Hell found me. Funny thing, I wasn't even purposely looking for Hell. It just kinda happened. Actually, he was dressed pretty nice. Oh, I know what you're thinking. You're thinking Hell is a place, not a person. Yeah, that's what I used to think too. Nah, he's a person representing the place of hell, working a job just like you and me...

Dear Suzie, Its been a while. I still think about you. This letter is written in hopes that we may part ways in a better light than the shadows of our relationship gave birth to. I apologize for my inability to be my whole self. I was afraid. I loved you with all of my heart. Not just of physical attraction, but of something much more. You are my jewel. I enjoyed the relationship that we did have. I apologize for any hurt I may have caused, or anything that may have hindered you. I admi...