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What am I afraid of? Hmmm, I am afraid of Snakes, Heights, that i will fail in life. I am afraid of ending up having to wear a CPap/BPap machine when i go to sleep, for the rest o my life. Of possibly having to wear oxygen for the rest of my life. I am afraid of rejection. (YES! I admit it!) I am afraid of being alone... (No one to love, or love me) I am afraid of dying alone. (sorta the same as previous one) I am afraid of speaking to large groups. (public speaking) I am afraid of death...

Article: Link I read a blog/article on instapundit.com, and I had to agree with the fact that those soldiers who have died in the Iraq war, and the afghanistan war, are being trivialized. (And insulted) They are (in MSM) being portrayed as mere numbers... #1,545.....#1,845 .....#2000.... Its bullshit. The *only* news show that i see that actually presents (those they can) the soldiers, who they are, etc... In a (at least half-way, compared to the others) dignified way. (right word) is ...

Right, well, apparently Iran (obviously) wants a "civilian" nuclear power program. But, recently the leader of Iran. (Secular leader) called for israel to be: "wiped off the map". Now, is it me, or does this not sound like a leader of a nation, "peacefully" procuring a nuclear program. I mean, c'mon, Israel is not too far away. One, maybe two nukes, and whamo! (Not saying Israel couldn't kick Iran's butt...) It's like saying, "No i don't mind you living next door." Yet, at the same tim...

Another article reminded me of one of my friends telling me how they dealt with a couple Jehovah Witnesses, who came to "preach the good word". (Apparently my father was one...suprising) Apparently, he got a knock on his front door, and checked the blinds, seeing that they were dressed up in the usual garb, carrying a bible,etc... He went and got some soot, made a weird design on his face, grabbed his cat, a knife, and proceeded to go and answer the door. The two started with the usua...

Another article reminded me of one of my friends telling me how they dealt with a couple Jehovah Witnesses, who came to "preach the good word". (Apparently my father was one...suprising) Apparently, he got a knock on his front door, and checked the blinds, seeing that they were dressed up in the usual garb, carrying a bible,etc... He went and got some soot, made a weird design on his face, grabbed his cat, a knife, and proceeded to go and answer the door. The two started with the usua...

Ugh, I'm looking out the window right now and it's pouring down, up, left and right...rain.... We've been getting wind gusts of up to 65 miles per hour... and its bitter cold out there. So, today, when i arrived here at school at (ugh!) 7 am, I grabbed a raspberry/caramel double mocha latte.... (First I've had in many coffee denied days... ) I sat in the student commons just listening to the thunder,etc... Aye! Just too flipping cold and cruel weather for me... I mean, I like the occasion...

Yeah well, i sure scored points on the title... Anyway, as indicated by the title (ok,ok, its only half-'bass' indicated). I have my sleep study/test tonight. It is where i will go to the doctors office and sleep 8 hours, with a Bi-pap machine (instead of a C pap) They moniter my brain waves, oxygen intake,etc... during the whole eight hours. I was going to originally have the test a month ago, but the guy who does it got called into Louisianna. I have had it done before, but with a CP...

Ok, I was asked this question a couple weeks ago in an "in-class" write... (For Writing 95) I'll post the paper asap... But i thought i would ask you JU'sians first... What if, you found out that bill gates was a long lost... "cousin", and he gave you an unlimited amount of money...what would you do?

#5 Modesto, California - *cough* California *cough* Actually, its a good place, just not for me... #4 Klamath Falls, Oregon - Home sweet home, but a bit too sweet... #3 Rogue River, Oregon - Just too dang "middle of here and ther"... #2 Gold Hill, Oregon - Wackos, nutcases, need i say more? #1 Ashland, Oregon - Way Too liberal for me... These places are all nice places...but, IMO they are (for me) not the most *ideal* places that i would want to live...

Well, have you ever, when you have just joined some online group, or place... Felt like it was hopeless in trying to gauge the other users... Not knowing whether the other was being serious, sarcastic,etc... I did... I rememeber feeling (when i joined JU) like the way i did on my first day of high school. Unsure, ignorant....etc... But, boy oh boy, how the times fly, and oh oh how so many trains i've taken head on... I've learned something (amongst other things) Don't take "trains" head o...

Well, as far as i know, only two JU'ers know more than what i have posted here concerning one of my past relationships. Well, It was a bitter sweet relationship... I wanted to go forward, to push it further...but fate had other plans (as well as her). And, well, it was/is hard in trying to move on... But, Its time i did... I can't dwell on it. I can remember, but i can't let it...control me... And I won't... I mentioned in a previous post that i had tried...and am, moving on... (Perhaps...

I over reacted... I've just been a "bit" jumpy for awhile... perhaps the best word is "thin skinned".... I'm don't know if you read up on my...antics... But, regardless, I apologize. I didn't check to see who you are before i got... hasty... For that, I made *myself* look like an ass... I've been through a rough time and just am not the person who can handle things easily...I am "emotionally fragile"....and..perhaps even a "momma's boy" (I don't know...) Bottom line, I wasn't myself.....

Ok, there's been the usual bloated bile,err, spouting that the US is corrupt,etc... (Yada yada yada) But, according to CPI (Corruption Perception Index) Who compiled a list of the Least corrupted, to the Most corrupted, sorry to break your hearts guys but: Corruption Perception Index 17th USA 7.6 7.0 - 8.0 12 The US is 17th... CPI List: Link US News Article: http://www.usnews.com/usnews/news/articles/051024/24world.htm Now ain't this gonna bust their bubbles... ...

How do you topple a tower with just your hands and a chisle? Start to chip the foundation...find the weaker spots...and just go at it. Thats the best example of what certain..."groups" are trying to do to Bush. To topple him, they go after those around him. They slam him/bash him with words and slander. Criticize him for his faults, that which makes him human. (That which makes us all human) Now, do they always base their words,etc... on fact? No... How can we/Bush counter this? Chip...