I don't know what it is (perhaps the prozac) but i have had a bad case of the blues the last few days. Last night i broke down and cried... I've only been on it for 2 weeks...didn't expect it to hit this hard...or so quickley...over all i've been *way* mellow... today after i got home from school i took a nap, i wasn't physically exhausted, just exhausted in that i felt as though i was drained...kinda hard to explain... Today went well, in CGS we had another lecture, and finished up a few...

I am only human, Not of special breed, A man of many sorrows, Empty of any glee. I stand upon this hill of justice, For all the world to see, Naked as a newborn babe. Awaiting my judgment. I weep, Crying out for forgiveness, Of my carnal sins, I am only human. I am sentenced, Infinite damnation, I cry, I yell, I am only human.

Bowing to reality, Dreams crashing, Accepting fate, Fading. Dreams crashing, Crying, Dying, Moving on. Crying, Accepting fate, Moving on. Bowing to reality.

I miss you my friend, So many years later, I have not forgotten, I remember. You gave me strength, You gave me happiness, In times of trouble, You were my guiding light. My future calls, and away I must go I will not forget, I will remember. Good bye my friend. I move on. (Dedicated to my best friend Jerel who passed away many years ago)

You ever have one of those days were nothing you did ever went right or as planned? I sure did, today. I wake up this morning, as usual, only to fall out of bed. Next thing I know I turn the hot water on only, ouch. I followed this by falling down the front porch, there by making my liquid oxygen tank start leaking. I ran into a glass door at the commons area at KCC. I brought the wrong binders to school, almost left all of my stuff at school. And, to top it off, I realized, I never turned ...

Rant After having watched a special on PBS about the OJ simpson trial it began to piss me off. The justice system esentially crumbled during the trial. It was then replaced with, guess what, the race card. With the rodney king incident still in the minds of LA citizens... the trial never was about justice IMO, it became trivial. It could be compared to the movie 'A time to kill', in that there was bias. Emotions raged... any sense of logic (witout including race) was lost... It filter...

I've been asked a couple times, by a few, 'quizzical' bloggers, why i support people saying irrational things... or things that are (at times) absurd. It can be best explained by the following two quotes, especially the first: "I may disagree with what you have to say, but I shall defend, to the death, your right to say it." Francois Marie Arouet VOLTAIRE The Friends of Voltaire, 1907 French philosopher and writer (1694-1778) "Without free speech no search for truth is possib...

Below are all the JUsers i could think of, and what 'role' they would fill if JU was a fantasy/mythological world...etc...(With both magical and non-magical creatures/beings) Karmagirl- "The all seeing eye/grand banshee" (From the book/movie 'leprechauns') Brad/Draginol- Zeus (be wary, for he will strike you with his mighty lightning bolts ) Moderateman- the wizard Myrrander- The centaur Kingbee- the 'other' noble Dabe- the court jester Parated2k- The paladan GideonMacleish- The...

Below are all the JUsers i could think of, and what 'role' they would fill if JU was a fantasy/mythological world...etc...(With both magical and non-magical creatures/beings) Karmagirl- "The all seeing eye/grand banshee" (From the book/movie 'leprechauns') Brad/Draginol- Zeus (be wary, for he will strike you with his mighty lightning bolts ) Moderateman- the wizard Myrrander- The centaur Kingbee- the 'other' noble Dabe- the court jester Parated2k- The paladan GideonMacleish- The...

Definition: Link According to the definition, i would be a "bastard child". Born out of wed-lock. And raised by a sister and single mother. I never had an ideal father. The closest was my second stepfather who was a loud, alcoholic, pornaholic, drug user...(not medicinal) My mother truly loved him, at first glance he was her "knight in shining armour", galant and charming...Then, he shed his shroud and revealed the true him... My mother still loved him, she knew their was the real him...

Just thought i'd poll and see who likes which US Military branch. (Yes, i do realize there might be some bias. *Cough*Marines*Cough* ) Options: 1. Army 2. Air Force 3. Navy 4. Marines Corps. 5. Coast Guard Obviously, My vote goes towards the marines... My family is pretty much a marine family, having (from what i can remember) 4 out of 6 family members joining the marines... The poll stands at: Army-0 Air Force-0 Navy-0 Marine Corps.-1 Coast Guard-0 Next?

Well, the first week at community college went rather well. Had a pop quiz in one of my classes(College Survival and Success), as far as i can tell i got at least an A. In my writing class, Writing 95, we had an in class writing assignment. And on a scale of 0-3, i received a 1-2-1.5-2 (Unity, Support, Coherence, and Sentence Skills) I was suprised, but i'm glad, we had 50 minutes to finish it in so that makes me even more suprised that i was able to write something like that in that amount o...

Now, for many years i was a pretty average hockey fan. I would usually root for the underdogs...but my primary team are the Anaheim Mighty Ducks... Always has, always will.... But, Now that hockey has been vamoos for a while... I've lost interest... I don't really plan on watching any of this season... I think this (the lockout,etc... and the fact that fans have been dropping like flies) is a prime example of what greed, etc... gets you...

Well, found out this last week (among other things... ) that in order to get any headway done, concerning my heart and lung problems, i will have to be referred (was already by the neurologist[sp?]) to OHSU (Oregon Health and Sciences University . It seems that my diaphragm (right lung) can't be explained with what my local hospitol has, or something like that... The neurologist said that they (OHSU) might have to stick a needle into the diapragm, through my front, and jump start it... or ...